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Name: Kurious
Birthday: 6/24/1986
Gender: Male
Interests: Listens to love songs for no one.
-New Found GLory, Less Than Jake, Dashboard Confessional, some John Mayer, Starting Line, Blink 182, Something Corporate, Incubus, Third Eye Blind, more Emo, Alternatives, various types of punk, and various types of ska.
Expertise: Over-analyzing
Message: message me
AIM:  Sir Ni if I ig
Member Since:
1/7/2003
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| I hate it here. I miss home so, so, so much...
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My tiger friend has got a sled,
And I have packed a snack.
We're all set for the trip ahead.
We're never coming back!
We're abandoning this life we've led!
So long, Mom and Pop!
We're sick of doing what you've said,
And now it's going to stop!
We're going where it snows all year,
Where life can have real meaning.
A place where we won't have to hear,
"Your room could stand some cleaning."
The Yukon is the place for us!
That's where we want to live.
Up there we'll get to yell and cuss,
And act real primitive.
We'll never have to go to school,
Forced into submission,
By monstrus, crabby, teachers who'll
Make us learn addition.
We'll never have to clean a plate,
Of veggie glops and goos.
Messily we'll masticate,
Using any fork we choose!
The timber wolves will be our friends.
We'll stay up late and howl,
At the moon, till nighttime ends,
Before going on the prowl.
Oh, what a life! We cannot wait,
To be in that artic land,
Where we'll be masters of our fate,
And lead a life that's grand!
No more of parental rules!
We're heading for the snow!
Good riddance to those grown up ghouls!
We're leaving! Yukon Ho!
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Bare with me with this heroes and villains thing. So we all
walk around thinking that the actions we take, the things we say, all fall into
some range of rational and logic. Basically, most of everyone thinks that what
they do and say has a relatively positive impact: "Doing or Saying the
right thing." They are the hero, or "good guy," in their own
life. Those who don't fall in the hero's range of morality are considered,
speaking extremely, the bad guys, or villains.
So all this time, I'm walking around thinking, "hey, im on the good guy's
side. I believe that what I do and say are generally motivated towards positive
impacts." But then lately, I've been thinking: What if im not the hero at
all? What if I'm really just the villain, who thinks he's the hero? What if im
really the bad guy in my life... (cue the song)
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Maybe I've been the problem
Maybe I'm the one to blame
But even when I turn it off and blame myself
The outcome feels the same
I've been thinking maybe I've been partly cloudy
Maybe I'm the chance of rain
And maybe I'm overcast
And maybe all my luck's washed down the drain
I've been thinking 'bout everyone,
Everyone you looks so empty
But when I look at the stars
When I look at the stars
When I look at the stars, I see someone else
When I look at the stars
The stars, I feel like myself
Stars looking at a planet
Watching entropy and pain
And maybe to start to wonder
How the chaos in our lives could pass as sane
I've been thinking 'bout the meaning of resistance
Of a hope beyond my own
And suddenly the infinite and penitent
Begin to look like home
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Switchfoot - Stars. Lately, I've just been feeling so disconnected with people.
I feel like this song. As if I were the villain amongst all the heros, A
villain who just realized his difference from the people around him.
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| And you'd think...returning to school for a second year must mean I
have a purpose or reason for coming back...but I don't have one. I've
never felt more lost in my life. Lost without a purpose, without a
reason. Before me is a whole path paved for me. There isn't an excuse
for me to be lost. Yet it feels like a path made for someone else, not
one to call as my own. All I do is just pretend to know where I'm
going.
But its hard to even pretend when you feel like you don't fit in
anywhere. The feeling hits you like poison. At first, you think that
its just a phase, and that you just need to find something that fits
you. But it eats away at you as you slowly realize that you're the
extra piece of a jigsaw puzzle that doesn't fit in. And it suddenly
hits you...maybe youre walking this path alone, on your own.
Heroes and villains: the epitomy of people that don't fit in. Usually,
a hero has noone else that understands the things they go through,
except for the villain. The transformation they go through, the battles
they fight. No one else knows except another hero or villain.
Unfortunately, the heroes and villains are so lost and alone on their
path, that they fail to notice the similarities in their adversaries.
From here, you have your classic hero vs. villain comic books.
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| It was just another manic monday...
I wish it were sunday...
'Cause thats my fun day...
My "I don't have to run" day...
It was just another manic monday...
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